Three Dupont Circle musketeers
...take me down to the paradise city....!
The phantom of the opera is here, inside my mind....................................
Bloody!
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But no matter how dark the night becomes - the dawn is coming next. So just follow this simple rule -
...and see you next Halloween!
- Location:United States, Washington, DC
- Mood:
crazy
Sweet Americans! With all that liberal not-giving-a-shit-ness tattooed on your passports you are still deep-brain bugged to celebrate your pride and consumerism (more commonly known as family values) at the end of every calendar year, so that the gods of marketing planning are happy and pleased. Since early teens you go head over toes in self-expression, but bungle heavily onto doors of the same brands in every shopping mall in every state from west to east coast. How many coaches and j.crews will be sold during this seasonal pandemic? How many receipts will be signed to demonstrate your love and devotion to stuff till new-collection-parts-us finale?.. But there is nothing wrong with it, and it's good since you fill up with new potential while cutting off tags (sometimes saving them for return) and new hopes you invest into another piece of semi-designer crap.
Life is cheap, but its accessories (OMG!) cost a fortune!
- Mood:
blah
Like a bamboo for Asians birch-tree is a comfort tree for northerners. I was meaning to get a pot of bamboo form my balcony right at the hammock... May be this weekend? They have really neat pot plants in the local Vietnamese shopping center. And together with the birch-tree under the balcony it would be quite a sight.
The greatest thing about my new place is the wall-wide balcony window, sunset side. A spasy open balcony is another thing - the very place to grew black and white poppies. I am really enjoying the constant change of those plants - their cycle from a bud to fading petals on the ground.
So with all these little things the autumn of 2009 is very welcome in my life.
- Mood:
blah - Music:Bizet, L'Arlesienne
From my side of the sliding door it feels closer to this:
To Lord Toba's Hall
five or six horsemen hurry hard -
a storm-wind of the fall!
Taniguchi-san in his eighteenth century would understand me today.
The final settlement took way more time than you can possibly imagine. Arrangements, appliances, tons of stuff crammed into the space of its final destination. I am really done for now and there are even two glasses from the thrift shop to celebrate the official settlement. But god saves me from any housewarming party and all those "concerned" who never cared about a simple e-mail or a phone call.
Anyway, it's a pretty interesting location; a mixture of Mexicans, Chinese, Vietnamese, Indians, and Koreans. Their cuisine and manners can be nice and interesting one day and shocking on the other. Plus there is a unique DC breed of selfishness and self-importance (oh, FL, I miss you). I am sure they are nice and cordial individuals when taken separately, but all together... they are something you have to face every day with no way to avoid. Except that there is always a choice to move to a different area, but... I am already kind of settled here. And I will have to decode this new place.
It will soon disappear, turn into another form of life matter. But as I was watching it I could not but admit the harmony of colors. Silvery skin of the shark against the polished bark of the drift wood, between the dark-blue of the ocean and the thrilling blue of the sky. No way I would make this observation if I saw those protruded flints in the waves off shore. i won't even try to describe my reaction for it would be dreadful.
The sun lit the shore, the tide was going out, the vultures cicled slowly above. A year ago at this very shore I saw another dead - a sea turtlle. It was almost an empty shell of a turtle covered in barnicles, empty eyes staring into nowhere. From now on this would be a shore of the dead for me, with two ocean ghosts washed away. The grim shore is worthy of the name Black Rock.
- call a friend
- have a cup of tea
- check email
So what does the sensible woman do? She steals the cup of tea while he is too busy with their phone call. And while there is a whole bag of chocolate... what else can two guys dream about. This is just a little observation of man's nature late at night.
All I know is that my spirits are shattered! Another friend proved to be nothing but a manipulative meaningless bitch.
To put myself together needed:
- a cup of tea in a special "don't let the bastards wear you down" cup
- two toasted muffins with butter (slightly melted)
- one peach
- public comfort
- general approval
- shower
- Bond? James Bond?
- disclosure that leads to public execution of that human vermin - Chicago style.
...
After James Bond and another cup of tea in a different cup here is what I think - let it all go by. We do not need this crap in our life.
Mood changed.
Page turned.
And I am going for a walk.
- Mood:
enraged
Here is another creepy crawler. Locust – a monstrous yellow-red grass-hopper, once imported from far-far away. I spotted it at the kitchen window, and while I took my camera and rushed outside the insect didn’t move an inch. It seemed to me as if I had all the time in the world to take this picture. THe locust wasn’t in a hurry at all. A perfect model, it was calmly posing in the afternoon sun. As I turned away to cast a look at the kitchen window I realized why the insect was so calm. It was just waiting for its turn. I was in a locust bed-room. And the bed was my ivy-covered kitchen-window. Two huge insects were sharing pleasure without paying attention to anything around. I guess my camera would be the last thing to distract them from their bed sport.
PS: Those happy creatures enjoyed each other for more than three hours before their ball of clutched legs bumped heavily from the ivy and disappeared in the grass.

Michael Jackson has died at age 50 after being rushed to UCLA Medical Center, NBC News has confirmed.
Los Angeles Fire Department Capt. Steve Ruda told the L.A. Times that Jackson was not breathing when paramedics arrived at his home and CPR was performed.
TMZ.com reported that he may have suffered cardiac arrest.
And so it's gonna happen! By the second week of July I should be ready to exhibit my works. Walnut St., downtown.
And dark chocolate to it! No matter what - this is my first step in this direction (and it feels like a very right thing to do), and this will be only my choice of works, my decision, my idea, my shots.
And from now on, till mid-July, my mind is set to a very different pace (apart from Mouse-chase). Scheming, printing and framing, decision-making and people-meeting.
eeeYesss!
As soon as I wanted to open the door my eye caught a strange movement right at the threshold. An old piece of gauze was moving in a jerky way. After a closer examination I discovered a huge beetle tangled in an old fabric. In wild life my chance to meet such a spices would be minimal. To find it right at my door was a miracle. The beetle was transferred into a glass and I attended the Mouse who wouldn’t stand any other miracles but himself.
After an hour or so I took a camera and went outside. I chose the brightest background to show the beetle’s beautiful armor and three sharp hooked horns. My camera was out of power so I had to borrow a wallet-size picture-taker that I didn’t trust t all. The light was beautiful, the background was right, but the beetle was surprisingly still as if it was petrified in its own shell. After the first hundred shots were taken, I left my model outside and went to check on Mouse. Dinner followed. The beetle was sitting motionless on the very spot I left it. The sun went down. When I looked out of the window one more time I found the beetle on its side, the tiny perfection of its legs still. It looked dead. It was dead. Had I been taking pictures while the beetle was saying its last goodbye to the sun? Did I capture the last rays of light on its armor? Still it was a beautiful beetle to be thrown away. Carefully, I put it into a paper towel and transferred it to the garage.
The Mouse was set for the night. The dinner table was set and cleaned when again I looked into the garage. The beetle was on its side the very way I left it.
I couldn’t take my eyes from it. It was dead but… it was so massive and threatening. It was a fighting beetle. I put the sheet with the beetle next to my computer when I heard something that resembled a sigh. And it was coming directly from the beetle. It was alive after all! I checked it carefully and noticed its legs it moving slightly. I was right after all – its stillness hadn’t deceived me.
I took the beetle outside and raised it high to see the three horns one last time against the moon. It was perfect. A real war beetle. Slowly I put it down on the very spot I found it and immediately it was gulped by the darkness.
The original plan was to find a spot in some cafe near the ocean and spend a few hours away from home and things connected to it. But probably due to the current economic situation, the cafe landscape has changed dramatically. Some places were out of business, some were too new and crowded to be fun. Nothing to be done. Every one wants to find a spot under the moon. Plus we had to be Tremendous-Mouse-wise.
After wasting some time to find that very right spot, it was decided to just walk along the beach. And here begins the magic. I have never been a great fan of the Atlantic: too big, too cold, too windy. I would definitely prefer a pool to the beach (unless access is private and has the very right setting and organization - the last happens very seldom). As soon as I stepped on the sand I felt weightless. At last I disappeared and I became lighter than air. I was washed by warm foamy waves as I walked on sand and bits of shells of the shore. Salty air?... It had that distinctive seafood flavor you will never buy for hundreds of bucks even in the best restaurants and taverns. You will be sold tastes, seasonings and smells, but not this air of the ocean.
I was totally welcomed by the ocean. I was charmed, washed away into its warm foamy waves. The sunset made the palm trees look like etchings against the last glow of the day. I hold my Mouse tight, our hair smelt like ocean. And we were very happy to be together, on the darkening beach, feeling a big warm friend who was waiting for us to be back.
