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Feb. 10th, 2010

  • 4:48 PM

...They perished in the Seamless Grass - 
No eye could find the place - ...

All I wanted - to find a link in an e-mail I saved. And I looked closer through my mal box. 
Angela's ashes.
Unbelievable how many people dropped out of contact with me. Old greetings. Cheerful e-mails. Numerous replies. Anticipation of friends' news.
In the last five years it all came to an end. 
Due to new bosses, marital duties and other shit called life.
Whatever. As I usually say I do not need much, just the best. I am not turning my mail box into intensive care unit. The result will be quite contrary - intensive scare.  
That's why now my contact list looks compact and well-organized. Just the way I like it.
Spring cleaning started earlier this year.

Amethyst for February

  • Feb. 2nd, 2010 at 1:57 PM

This day shines with a wide range of purple - from tender opal to deep ink. And all because of my wish-list. 
I have never been a great fan of amethysts. It’s a pretty simple gem and I considered it the most unattractive of all the birth stones. Today I was literally hit by the revenge of amethyst.
The story began in a jewelry story when I spotted a bright amethyst pendant. Its deep violet color was almost unreal. The stone made me think about purple robes of high-ranking Catholic priests. It had nothing to do with the regular pale lilac stones in dark silver... To cut it short - I should have hot that damn amethyst.
The revenge started this morning when I just finish my manicure. White French tips and pale opal top cover. As soon as the very top coat was applied I noticed The Mouse running triumphantly with a half-open bottle of ink.
Slippery inky fingers. Beige comforter. Ink soaked deep into camel blanket.
Bathroom tile in amethyst splashes of inky water.
An hour later the comforter was almost saved, the camel blanket acquired a permanent ink tattoo, and the Mouse got a new portion of experience about this world. Hope it will just stay in his memory, not stain it.
When my dad got home for lunch-break he was wearing a nice violet shirt, and we decided to open a jar of bluberry-rasbery jam - great taste and deeeeeep inky color. 
I am just a step away from Don - the character of Bill Murray from Broken Flowers. The only difference - the guy was fixed on pink stuff. And as soon as I thought the inky-kinky matter is over for today - the very first head line on Yahoo page was Invasion of the Giant Squids!

Should I get the stone and get over it?

Days of their lives

  • Jan. 19th, 2010 at 9:02 AM

I hate United.

I hate everything about it - from the limited space of

seat to a ridiculous choice of food (spicy chicken? for a trans-Atlantic flight?)

I hate the smokey tower of Domodedovo - from the hideous uniforms to the elevators hidden behind corners so that no one can even suspect their presence.

I hate tacky billboards suggesting "lavish business flights" - from only 60K... |To me it sund more like "go to hell and thank you for choosing our air line!"

Still Russia looks unusually beautiful, almost exotically beautiful. White undisturbed icing on birch trees along the road, postcard-like frosty fir-trees and crispy clean air.

And it's only mid-winter, it means we have a while until under-snow dog-shit starts floating free...

Almost every woman looks nice wrapped in her mandatory fir thing, and almost every man has some sort of stature in his leather coat, his cheeks flushed red, his unhealthy Russian paleness masked in frost. Girls roam without hats wasting the last remains of their hair, the air stinks like cigaretts and care emissions.

 I am still pretty much jet-lagged, when nights are for reading and days are for hibernating, with occasional walks.

Mouse runs like crazy, adjusting to the new place, wasting no time on eating or sleeping.

The most important thing is not to think - how many days left, how soon will it get unbearable to be so far away. Never before I felt so alien here. Looks like the

process of final moving to other lands is at full speed.

I really have very little to do here.

PS: both cameras left in DC... 

 

Aquamarine Cold

  • Jan. 6th, 2010 at 10:17 PM

The coldest Christmas-New-Year yet spent on the southern Atlantic coast! Wind-washed skies blended into the ocean, frozen palms, frost-bitten flowers...

But still - S Rozhdestvom! Russian style. From the Sunshine state.

Chin-chin!

  • Jan. 1st, 2010 at 7:21 PM


Для тех, кто в море! (за морем :)

Enough (before it's too late)

  • Dec. 30th, 2009 at 9:44 PM

Dear co-readers,
as the year is about to wind up, and your Friends Page is full of Happy New Year pictures and wishes, I would like to add mine to your list.
And my wish is ENOUGH.
May you have enough time to do what you planned to do.
May you have enough strength to stand up what faces you.
May you have enough creativity to put into your projects and enough will power to defend them.

May you could stand up for yourself once in a while and say - enough of this bullshit, fuck off.

May you have enough brains to make up with a friend while you still have memories to share and care about each other.

Anyway, what are you still doing here - staring into random entries? It's New Year's Eve - get ready! And let your party ROCK!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NP5am2vRca0&feature=related



XOXO

  • Dec. 24th, 2009 at 12:19 AM

Christmas Magic

  • Dec. 19th, 2009 at 12:56 AM

My annual portion of Christmas magic was acquired cheaply this year. It was literally $1.05, total. Some of you probably know that my Christmas smells like Florida, and I have absolutely no need of a Christmas tree in DC. To leave it alone with my mirrors when I'm gone? But I still felt like a pre-Christmas extravaganza this weekend, and wanted a tree. A glittery path from Michaels and such, took me to Home Depot, plain, decent, and practical. Their trucks with wooden furniture already smell like Christmas. In fact, it was the biggest Christmas tree fair in the area. Together with the trees, they offered white pine wreathes that reminded me of dead rats, dyed green. I decided to skip the line and look around. There were plenty of branches and cords on the ground. I left the shop with a nice bundle of pine branches. It was probably a minor shoplifting. But I had a cord that made look like a purchase, and security did not smell a rat.

My Christmas bouquet smelled fantastic and called for more Christmas activities. My next stop was at Super Dollar, where I could not pass by a bunch of bells made in China. And here comes the magic. As I stepped outside of the dollar valley, with pine branches and tinkling bells in my arms, I had a full breath of icy cold air with real snow, the first dry frosty snow of the year. This combination made me believe in everything, in Santa Claus, reindeer, peace on Earth, and no child left behind. As long as all my Christmas things are down in Florida, there was nothing to do but decorate the bouquet with my pearls. I have tons of them, and for once, all the strings can be used at once!

If it didn't work out through fancy shmancy shopping downtown, let it me in my neck of the woods for just $1.05 - jingle bells made in China. 

November Cherry Blossom

  • Nov. 22nd, 2009 at 10:55 PM

Late November days are already lit with Christmas lights and the smell of holiday cinnamon fusions. But on my street November is sweetened with cherry blossoms - absolutely out of season. For no reason, the cherry trees are in bloom.
It all started in October with occasional spots of random flowers that would appear and disappear over night, like ghosts, their tiny petals vanishing into air. But as the weeks passed the trees turned from brown polish to the creamy foam of flowers. Now both lanes along the road stand covered in white and pink. Their petals, unable to resist brisk autumn winds cover the ground all over the street.
I wonder if the trees will start blooming again in spring, in their regular time. I took one Japanese friend to see it, and he had no idea how to explain this phenomenon, though he does know a lot about his home country's symbol.
I've already seen some cherry trees blooming out of season in DC before. Whatever the explanation is - from a trivial heat line, to the fantastic awakening of a spring goddess - I would prefer to keep the mystery unsolved. Sometimes beauty doesn't need to be explained, does it?




Happy days

  • Nov. 17th, 2009 at 2:49 PM

I believe in Happy Birthdays and New Years.
All the rest can be fabricated, imitated, simulated, mail-ordered and adapted. But those two will say permanently on my calendar. I do remember my friends' special days and always find a way to reach for them. What can be better than making a decision about a B-day present for a friend? Getting flowers? And it's never a burden to go through a chain of several people to verify the most recent mobile number. Just because it's the best day ever for someone. If I can't meet a person on this day, be sure the present will wait for him for as long as it takes to meet again. No refusals whatsoever.
Happy Birthday, Julia! I had a wrong number for you. Your home line was turned off. There was no way to catch you at work on Sunday evening. Two people refused to check it up for me. But the third did! Thank you, Ann! Because of you I wasn't late.
You may consider me one crazy Birthday fairy, but we exist! Sometimes I can be late, but I will show up for sure!
PS - even if it is a mobile snap shot for now, how many of you can expect to see a blooming cherry tree in November?

Today

  • Nov. 15th, 2009 at 12:14 AM

Today I saw the world reflected in a cabbage leaf.

Sweet Dupont!

  • Nov. 1st, 2009 at 11:19 PM

Oh Dupont Circle - your sweet fruity smell makes people go bananas! And when it comes to Halloween - you can't tell between a drag-queen and the queen of hearts - both would be just stunningly awesome! When dark macabre alleys of Adams-Morgan take you to the open plaza of Dupont you enter a totally new dimension - off the strait road of regular sex. But it's fun - merry Halloween the gay way.

Three Dupont Circle musketeers

...take me down to the paradise city....!

The phantom of the opera is here, inside my mind......................................

Bloody!
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But no matter how dark the night becomes - the dawn is coming next. So just follow this simple rule -

...and see you next Halloween!

Post-pumpkin

  • Nov. 1st, 2009 at 11:25 AM

Hope you all had a formidable Halloween party and your costumes will be in your friends' memories forever (at least till the next theme-party!) And here's a Post-Halloween scare:


Another side of Pumpkin

  • Oct. 28th, 2009 at 2:39 PM


"Заходите к нам на огонек!"

Holiday mix

  • Oct. 26th, 2009 at 9:39 PM

Black and purple Halloween must-haves got mixed with pumpkin pies and turkey stuff. Orange, brown, terracotta mingled with pitch black, rotten green and violet terror. Family holiday accessories plunged into outdoor horror party  paraphernalia.  And in a matter of days this crazy spirit potion will acquire more traces of red-and-green big-fucking X-mas-mess. Halloween brew to turkey gravy and then to eggnog. End-of the-year-holidays will erupt first in an end-of-the-world shopping spree when all those horrific and thankful walk up to their knees in STUFF directed only by discount percentage peace on earth promising.
Sweet Americans! With all that liberal not-giving-a-shit-ness tattooed on your passports you are still deep-brain bugged to celebrate your pride and consumerism (more commonly known as family values) at the end of every calendar year, so that the gods of marketing planning are happy and pleased. Since early teens you go head over toes in self-expression, but bungle heavily onto doors of the same brands in every shopping mall in every state from west to east coast. How many coaches and j.crews will be sold during this seasonal pandemic? How many receipts will be signed to demonstrate your love and devotion to stuff till new-collection-parts-us finale?.. But there is nothing wrong with it, and it's good since you fill up with new potential while cutting off tags (sometimes saving them for return) and new hopes you invest into another piece of semi-designer crap.
Life is cheap, but its accessories (OMG!) cost a fortune!


 

 

Oct. 23rd, 2009

  • 1:05 PM

Well, it's another autumn on earth. New colors are creeping into foliage, squirrels and chipmunks are getting even crazier over nuts and other little stuff they go nuts over, and I feel like beer in this crisp transparent air mixed with August sunlight and September birch-trees. They call it here paper-tree because of the paper-thin patches of bark, but to me it's all the same - the same golden coins of leaves and the smell of an autumn birch-tree.
Like a bamboo for Asians birch-tree is a comfort tree for northerners.  I was meaning to get a pot of bamboo form my balcony right at the hammock... May be this weekend? They have really neat pot plants in the local Vietnamese shopping center. And together with the birch-tree under the balcony it would be quite a sight.
The greatest thing about my new place is the wall-wide balcony window, sunset side. A spasy open balcony is another thing - the very place to grew black and white poppies. I am really enjoying the constant change of those plants - their cycle from a bud to fading petals on the ground.
So with all these little things the autumn of 2009 is very welcome in my life.


Local weather

  • Oct. 7th, 2009 at 2:08 PM

Today's weather forecast might sound this way: clear sky, breezy - high 70 during the day, and at night.... I wish I had a TV reception to check the face of the weather man when he says this "breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzy" closer to "freeeeeezing".
From my side of the sliding door it feels closer to this:

To Lord Toba's Hall
   five or six horsemen hurry hard -
       a storm-wind of the fall!
                                                Buson.

Taniguchi-san in his eighteenth century would understand me today.

New area code

  • Sep. 28th, 2009 at 9:21 PM

The final settlement took way more time than you can possibly imagine. Arrangements, appliances, tons of stuff crammed into the space of its final destination. I am really done for now and there are even two glasses from the thrift shop to celebrate the official settlement. But god saves me from any housewarming party and all those "concerned" who never cared about a simple e-mail or a phone call.
Anyway, it's a pretty interesting location; a mixture of Mexicans, Chinese, Vietnamese, Indians, and Koreans. Their cuisine and manners can be nice and interesting one day and shocking on the other.  Plus there is a unique DC breed of selfishness and self-importance (oh, FL, I miss you). I am sure they are nice and cordial individuals when taken separately, but all together... they are something you have to face every day with no way to avoid. Except that there is always a choice to move to a different area, but... I am already kind of settled here. And I will have to decode this new place.